Future MILF Weigh-In

I have skipped the last two weeks, but I don't want to be removed from the Future MILF list, so I am going to log on today and tell you what I have been up to.

I didn't renew my Weight Watchers membership because right now, $40 a month is a bit much for us. Besides, we joined the YMCA (for less than the WW membership!!) and they have the Commit To Be Fit program, which includeds weekly weigh-ins and meetings, and it doesn't cost anything additional. I am going to start hitting that next week.

At my last WW meeting on Feb 13, I had lost .4 lbs (note: that is NOT 4 lbs. but .4) in two weeks. Not very encouraging, but I know, I know, at least I didn't gain.

I am not sure what is wrong with me. I start a weight-loss program and start seeing results, and then a few weeks in, I totally lose my motivation. I know if I count my points, I can do this. I just get so resentful that I can't eat whatever I want (like heading to the Chinese restaurant for lunch with friends).

The numbers on the home scale are moving back up. WHAT?? Maybe I'm not working out enough? I do a 45-minute Step class twice a week, Body Pump once a week (should do that more often), and usually something else in there. On Monday, I was trained on the circuit at the YMCA, but haven't gone back to do it since. Perhaps I should just start getting up early in the mornings to go. I do it once per week for Body Pump. Miss Silly did not like Kid Care when I put her in it (threw up on herself after 10 minutes of screaming), so I am not sure working out during the day is an option for me. I run out the door after The Walrus gets home so I can get to my Step class...

Excuses, excuses. I just need to make a schedule and stick to it. I LIKE working out now, and I WANT to go... I just have to work it out so that there is a SET time Mama goes to the Y and that's it. Some nights, the kids and The Walrus go with me and swim. Just have to make that a priority.

So, it looks like, according to the home scale, I might be up 3 lbs.